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The 11:11 PM Miracle: March 17, 2017

On March 17, 2017, at exactly 11:11 PM, I found out I was pregnant with my first child, my son.

In that beautiful, high-vibrational moment, I had no idea that my life was experiencing a profound death and rebirth simultaneously.

And on that same night, my husband— my son's dad— passed away from a fentanyl overdose. Because my Mediumship gift was not yet revealed to me until 2023, I spent years believing he died before ever knowing he was going to be a father. I wasn’t ready to see THE TRUTH yet. Divine timing— always. God will reveal the truth when it’s time.

I did not know that my husband had died on March 17th. I thought he had relapsed and was drinking that night. In actuality, he was already in active addiction and hiding it from me. We were not living together at this time; he was living with his cousin who was actively dying of stage 4 cancer.

Ironically, we had just been to an AA meeting together earlier that night on March 17th. That was the last time I saw him alive— the last kiss, the last hug. The last text he sent me said, "I’m home." I replied, but he didn’t answer my texts after I got home. Something felt really OFF.

Then later, as it grew close to 11:11 PM, I took a pregnancy test— and that’s when I found out I was pregnant with our first child, my beautiful son! I called and left him several voicemails sharing the happy news, but nothing. No call back. Silence. I knew something was wrong. Little did I know that my husband was actively dying from a fentanyl overdose. My son’s life was just beginning in my womb, and my husband’s life was ending. It was extremely bittersweet.

But energy never dies; it transforms. God had BIG plans for me— I was going to be a mom to my precious son! How beautiful! So blessed. So grateful.

I know for a FACT that if I weren’t pregnant when my husband died, I would have relapsed and drank myself to death. The absolute weight of that grief would have taken me under. I am a recovering alcoholic, and my sobriety date is October 8, 2016.

My pregnancy was the divine shield that kept me sober when my world fell apart.

God never promised us an easy path, but He did promise us a safe landing.

THE BITTERSWEET MIDDLE: MARCH 18, 2017

The next day, on March 18, 2017, I went to a scheduled hair appointment. Still completely unaware of the tragedy that had occurred the night before, my hairstylist became the very first person I shared the news of my pregnancy with. It was an incredibly bittersweet moment— carrying this immense, beautiful new life inside me while an unspoken shadow had already altered our family's future.

THE CALL IN THE DARK: March 19, 2017

On March 19, 2017, at around 1:30 AM, I received a phone call from my late husband's cousin, who was actively dying of stage 4 cancer herself. She didn’t give me any details on the phone, but she told me to come over to the house immediately.

I knew it was bad. Deep down, I knew this day was coming— I knew my husband was going to die soon.

When I arrived, she met me out front. Holding my hands in the middle of the street, she looked at me and said the words that changed everything:

"He’s gone."

I screamed at the top of my lungs!!!

Through the tears, I looked at her and said, "I'm pregnant!"

Standing there in the street, she touched my stomach lovingly and hugged me tight.

Carrying Strength: The Pregnancy Journey

To make a stressful situation even more intense, I also lost my job shortly after I found out I was pregnant— I was super stressed! I cannot remember the exact details during this time, but all I knew was that I had to find another job FAST— and to keep moving forward. I was going to be a mom soon! It wasn’t just me anymore! I had my little baby boy to think about.

As I carried my son in my womb, my son gave me strength to move forward. I soon found a new job, but I didn’t disclose my pregnancy until later. During this time— during my pregnancy— I accomplished so many incredible tasks. I cannot even name them all! I did everything I could for my son— my son gave me strength.

Copywriter, Designer & hEALER

Beyond my connection to the Spirit World, I am an Artist at heart. I graduated Cum Laude from The Art Institute of Atlanta with a Bachelor of Fine Arts (BFA) in Design. I am very blessed to be a talented Copywriter and Designer.

These creative talents come in quite handy for my practice— I personally design all of my own websites, write every word of my copywriting, and build all of my branding from scratch, including my logo design, color palette, and visual imagery. When you step into my digital space, you are experiencing my vision, my art, and my energy from the ground up.

The Power of Recovery: My 10-Year Milestone

Long before my mediumship gift was revealed, I was moving through some of life’s most difficult seasons. Before I could become a bridge for souls, I had to build a permanent bridge for my own survival. God willing, I will celebrate 10 years of continuous sobriety this year on October 8, 2026.

My recovery journey was not easy. This isn’t my first rodeo, but I pray that it is my last—God willing. I first tried to get sober all the way back in 2001. Over the years, I built up periods of long-term sobriety that lasted anywhere from 3 to 6 years at a time. But in 2010, the disease caught up to me, and I became a chronic relapser. It sucked. It was painful, exhausting, and dark.

Recovery gave me something I had never truly known before—resilience, humility, and faith in something greater than myself. Every failed attempt and every agonizing relapse taught me the exact mechanics of addiction— knowledge that the Universe would later require me to use in my mediumship. It became the foundation that quietly prepared me for everything that would follow.

The Truth Revealed: How I discovered my mediumship gift

The road to discovering my mediumship gift wasn't easy— quite terrifying, in fact. In May 2023, I had a series of "happenings." The best way to explain this series of "happenings" was that of a near-death experience— a traumatic experience that I’d never like to repeat— EVER. The things that I saw and experienced made Stephen King movies look like Disney flicks. It was intense beyond belief. It was then that I realized monsters are real as can be. Why can’t that stuff just stay in the storybooks?

I didn’t realize it at the time how important my acts of kindness really were— they helped save my life! However, that nightmare of “happenings” was the catalyst that helped reveal my gift of Mediumship. Pretty crazy, right?

The Light Switch

It was like a light switch clicked ON in my brain— and my brain OPENED UP. I now had the ability and willingness to understand that there are limitless possibilities and that ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE! And that I can communicate with Spirits now. BEYOND cool.

And so, my Mediumship journey began. It’s been wild. I’ve learned so much about the Spirit World— it’s incredibly fascinating— truly mind-blowing. My experiences have shown me that love does not end with physical death, that hope can exist alongside grief, and that even the most painful chapters of life can slowly become the beginning of something meaningful.

How I SUPPORTED My PTSD RECOVERY Through SPIRIT CONNECTION

In the years that followed my husband's passing, I lived with deep grief and severe PTSD. Some days were simply about surviving what felt unbearable. Traditional talk therapy wasn’t working for me— it kept me "stuck." Just constantly rehashing my past wasn’t doing the healing that I needed. Now, understand that I’m not saying talk therapy isn’t helpful for others; it just didn’t bring me the breakthrough I required. This is my unique healing experience and my personal healing journey— your healing journey might look completely different, and that’s okay.

Then, in 2023, my mediumship gift was revealed, and that is what COMPLETELY REVOLUTIONIZED MY PATH OUT OF PTSD.

I EXPERIENCED A PROFOUND BREAKTHROUGH ON MY HEALING JOURNEY BY CONNECTING DIRECTLY WITH MY HUSBAND AFTER HE CROSSED OVER INTO THE SPIRIT REALM.

Through Spirit-Led Evidential Mediumship, I experienced a literal reconnection with him. These moments became a meaningful part of my healing process, offering comfort where there had been pain, clarity where there had been confusion, and a quiet sense of peace that I had not felt in a very long time. Because this gift transformed my entire existence, I want others to experience that exact same deep, profound healing from loss.

Your gift shall be revealed when you’re ready to receive it.

Ready?— I don't know if I was exactly ready, but I guess God/the Universe thought it was time.

For years, the story I held onto was that he died without knowing. But after my Mediumship gift was revealed in 2023, I connected with him, and he gave me the real story. He did indeed know that I was pregnant before he died. On the night of March 17th, he read my texts and listened to my voicemail. He didn't respond to me because he was actively dying.

During that final period, God gave him the gift of absolute clarity. He was shown exactly what life would be like if he survived and lived— and it was bad. He was in active addiction and couldn't stop drinking and using. He was shown that if he lived, I would end up losing our baby because of the extreme stress he would cause me. He didn't want me to lose our child. He wanted my son and me to live, so he knew that he had to go. He knew that he couldn’t stay. He gave his life so we could live.

What I’ve Learned About the spirit world

Through my journey, I have learned mind-blowing truths about the afterlife that shatter mainstream myths. It has been my experience, when a spirit crosses over, they have a choice as to what they want to do: reside on Earth if they have loved ones they want to stay close to, become a teacher, or be reborn to try life all over again— the possibilities are endless!

My late husband chose to reside on Earth to be with us. He wants to see our son grow up, and he wants to let our son know that he is HERE in spirit— loving him and protecting him always. Our son can talk to him at any time! Co-parenting looks a bit different than most families as one parent is a spirit!

I now have a better relationship with my late husband than I did when he was alive. Being in a relationship with someone in active addiction is beyond stressful and extremely chaotic. I’ve been the person on both sides of the relationship— the person in active addiction and the sober one.

Because of that raw history, I can see our connection with absolute clarity. The afterlife isn't automatically peaceful for everyone. Addiction does NOT simply go away after a spirit crosses over. For some, it is complete HELL after they cross. In fact, I had to physically pull my late husband out of Hell and help him cross over into Heaven. He was waiting specifically for me to help him.

Love is the answer.

Love is the exact frequency that enabled him to cross over into Heaven. It’s really quite simple. I acted as the bridge between realms. It sounds crazy, straight out of the movies, but it is completely REAL!

TODAY, I LOVE MYSELF: Reinvention in My 40s— It Ain’t for the Weak

This path has been an intense, beautiful journey of self-discovery, empowerment, enlightenment, and resilience.

It is a daily celebration of the birth of my son, stepping into motherhood, and navigating the profound grief process of losing my husband. Unlocking my mediumship gift ultimately forced me into a space of deep self-love, acceptance, and clarity. As a single, widowed mother, recovery has taught me that healing is possible, even when it doesn’t feel that way at first. I have discovered my true calling as a Healer, and I know my exact purpose in this life. I choose to live completely without fear.

Today, I love myself. I’ve learned that there was never anything wrong with me— I didn’t need to be “fixed”— I wasn’t broken.

I just needed to step into my truth— and I finally found the courage to do so— how cathartic!

There have been times where I felt like giving up— those were dark times. But I persisted. I didn’t give up. God carried me through the pain— through the dark into the light. I am LIGHT. Each day is a blessing. I’m so grateful that my son and I woke up today because not everyone does. Life is a gift. Waking up is a gift.

I am actively breaking the toxic generational cycles of the past. Every single day, I strive to be the best parent to my son that I never had myself. I have learned from my mistakes. I have learned from my failures— and I have learned that I am not a failure.

I am a truth-teller, and I will never let anyone dim my light. Even while going through perimenopause and navigating the tough physical and emotional changes that it brings, I remain anchored. I am a mom. I am a single, widowed mom doing absolutely everything on my own with no emotional support from family— but I am sober, and I am a great mom! I am also a proud pet mom to our two dogs and one kitty. This is what it looks like to completely reinvent yourself in your 40s. Today, I choose peace over chaos.

Healing and Perspective

As a single, widowed mother, recovery has taught me that healing is possible, even when it doesn’t feel that way at first. My experiences have shown me that love does not end with physical death, that hope can exist alongside grief, and that even the most painful chapters of life can slowly become the beginning of something meaningful.

Serving as a BRIDGE

Today, I serve as a bridge between this world and the Spirit Realm with compassion, integrity, and deep respect. Every reading is Spirit-led, and it is an honor to support others as they seek healing, guidance, and connection with their loved ones in Spirit. Today, my mission is to help others find that same sense of hope in their own journey through grief.

ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE.

Thank you for allowing me to be part of your journey.

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